Love is an Ocean of Emotion

Retracing my life till now, the word raises up to my head immediately is "Fortune". I am not friendly or nice, many people are willing to stay around me and give their hands to me. Therefore, I am grateful to all, my parents, my surroundings and so forth. Sometimes, I really ask myself, what can I do in order to reply to all of these. I, a person who has never known how to show loves, did not know the answers. However, recently, I deem and hold the faith that performing the best and striving for success are the best ways to response these fortune. Since then, another question has been raised in my head, is endeavoring in my entire life and trying to contribute the most really worth? Would I ever regret it? By the time before I die, what would I feel if I really endeavor for life? I shock my faith, i wondered if it would be great to have a featureless life. Would it be great to have life full of loves and happiness even though I am poor? Yet, eventually, all the worries past, due to answer has been obtained today.
I still remember the days when i felt that my life has been tormented. time was really tough, especially tolerating the fatigue the boredom. However, due to my aspiration of gaining victory and the motivations given by different people, I persist on that. Still remembering what has been mentioned in Stephen Wong's reply, he reminded me to enjoy the process, yet that time, I did not mind it, instead, I just stand with all of torments just if those are worth for me to strive for.
Fortunately, I finally know the answer to the answer and tolerate the pain.
1) Living in the moment
2) to be loved
3) leaving no regrets
4) Give more than get
A friend of mine in RO (cleo) left me some qoutes that she get from the book "THE SECRET" . You need to know before you die. iand i want to leave that same quotes to you guys.
I really want giving thanks and say sorry to those people who become part of my life!